Believe

I was once lost,

Feelin’ so empty couldn’t find someone to think of.

You can call me a masochist,

For they say love brings lotsa pain but I’m dying to feel it again.

After months of fantasy (about Lee Seung Gi),

You came along and changed everything.

Throwing cautions to the wind,

I gave you a chance to sneak in.

How I wish I could love you recklessly,

But an awful truth made me kept you away from me.

Yet I think about you all the time,

Wondering if there’s this day you’d be mine.

I’ve always acted like I didn’t care when you’re around,

Deep down all I ever wanted was you to talk to me.

How can two persons click so well?

Yet there’s nothing that could tie them together.

Hungry I call upon the Lord,

Somehow losing you (as a friend) is something I can’t afford.

You trust me enough to vent on me,

For I’m a good listener, friend, perhaps big sister?

O how I hate myself when you look me in the eyes,

When all the butterflies in my tummy evolve.

I’ll wait for the moment for I believe,

Whether you’re mine or not that’s for God to keep.