Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Emo queen is back?

What is this all about? I dunno what am I writing this. Frustrated perhaps. I'm so tired of being misunderstood.

So first was my mum, then my brother, after that my dad too... And now? Joshua. AWESOME! Husky voice or low key doesn't mean I'm mad or speak in frustration okay? I really am frustrated right now. I seriously don't understand. Yes I know the way I speak sometimes like damn rude but fucker! I didn't fucking mean it alright?! Sentence construct wrong also kena. Chao cibai eh! I was just talking normally, no mood fluctuation also kena. WHAT THE FUCK?!

Called Vinod just now and I guess I shocked him a lil because I sensed the way he spoke to me was a lil cautious. Sorry I had to cry on the phone because I was really tired of being accused for something I didn't do. Joshua didn't know I cried cuz of that argument we had. I feel sorry it had to be that way because that was the second time he accused me. I know you're not happy because you lost your wallet but it doesn't you can just blame the world.

Think back I still feel sorry for myself. It's like things I say always being taken the wrong way. Nan jeongmal ihaega an dwaeyo! Wae?! Wae geulesso?! Naega michyeogago isso!

Forget it. I'm big people. I don't wanna argue with whoever. Let them be... Not worth my time... Fuck you haters!

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