My Confession

Have you ever cried so hard you can barely breathe?
That the pain inside your heart fully consumed you?
Like a fire burning.
You tried to hold back your tears but it kept coming down,
Just Unstoppable.

Family issues are often complicated,
I took it seriously but acted like it didn't matter.
Not voicing it out doesn't mean I don't care,
I was just trying not to lose it.
Yet no matter what I do no matter what I say,
I'm just a pain in your ass who gets in your way.

Sometimes it just doesn't make sense to me,
Am I the problem?
Or izzit you the one who made mr the problem?
It seems to me that nothing,
NOTHING I've said pleased you.
What is wrong?
With you or with me?

I really hate it when I'm misunderstood.
But God knows how many times shit happened,
So many times I just wanna get the hell outta this place.
It was never my intention to makes you mad,
Somehow my face alone drives you insane.

You always think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do,
You always disapprove.
You never listen but you always judge.
Why the hell I tried so hard to impress?
Being on the edge of breaking down but you won't even look my way.

I guess I've finally found my mind,
To finally see the true colour and what you're like.
Forgive for what I'm gonna do,
Like I said it was never my intention to drive you cuckoo.